“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”—Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via cameronjohn)
I always wonder what he is thinking about. I want to know if he wakes up and thinks about me, if he is wondering what I'm doing in class, who I'm sitting with. Am I on his mind as much as he's on mine? Does he see the little things that remind him of me? Does he think of old memories, things I have told him? I wonder what he says about me. When I text him, does he get excited to see my name pop up on his phone, like I do when I see his? Does he love me as much as I love him?
It's never too late to go back and fix things that didn't work out as planned. All of us make mistakes and we hurt the people we love. It is possible to fix it. It won't be easy of course, but if you care enough about someone, you'll go around the world and back, just to make things work.