There are some days where I feel perfectly content with my life and I feel like I have a nice routine to follow that won’t get ruined due to chaos or messy feelings. I feel like I could live to be one hundred and three & everything looks beautiful if I adjust my sight just right. I feel like flying or closing my eyes and staying this way forever. I do wish life were always just that easy, but variety is the spice of life, and with our world comes along spontaneity. I guess it’s just how well you adapt to your surroundings. It can be challenging, chilling to the bone, and you’ll want to give up. But once you get through those tough times, you get to places like these. You get to feel like you’re on the top of the world. And sure, maybe it’s not all the time. But it’s worth it, even if it’s just a minute, to take in a breath of fresh air and realize how lucky you are. To know that people care for you, to know that you care for yourself. To know that you love yourself and the world you’re in. It’s bliss.
romcoms: just like heaven & just my luck flower: bright gerbera daisies time of day: early in the morning socks: soft fuzzy toe socks breakfast: i love banana pancakes boys: i fall for the funny ones thing to do: talk to others book: elsewhere by gabrielle zevin place: there’s no place like San Francisco bridge: of course it’s the Golden Gate shoes: flip flops are my best friend dog: chowskies are the cutest hybrid ever food: all about that mac&cheese color: any shade of blue will do accessory: my recent fave is a scarf quote: “We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we’re curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. We’re always exploring and experimenting.” card game: i love Uno and Big 3 board game: i could play monopoly for days thing to bake: snickerdoodles!
Earlier I was on my phone writing a status for facebook. I didn’t even realize it but I accidentally posted what I wanted as a status onto this guy’s wall. It wouldn’t have been that bad but I’ve liked this guy for like ever and we haven’t spoken in like 3 weeks since he blew me off. Omfg and it was an hour ago and I removed it like 43 seconds after I posted it and I hope he didn’t see it but an hour ago he was tagged in a picture and he LIKED THE PICTURE. But now that I think about it maybe he didn’t like the picture exactly one hour ago because maybe he wasn’t online exactly one hour ago which means he didn’t see that SUPER EMBARRASSING wall post on his wall. Shit man. Going cray over hurrr.
Ahahaha. Some of my family and I went to go eat korean bbq @ Manna in Little Tokyo. Omfg, their workers are soo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 cute. My waiter spoke perfect English & Korean. Ughhh he was so attractive. Ugh why don’t they wear name tags in there, huh? Ugh. So many feelings. I can’t. SO CUTE. AHSHKJNDJKANLSFJKNRLKGNJEWRNFLAEWRNGFNWARLGKJNERJKGNWJKLENGFWJKLAGJKERNJKLGBRAEJKGAE
I won’t ever forget you or our friendship. Being best friends with you has taught me a lot about myself and about how to be a friend. With you, I can really say we’ve had our ups and downs but deep down inside I will always care for you. I don’t say that unless I mean it. I’ve learned to accept that friends won’t always be friends forever, and I’m happy that you get to start the new chapter in your life. I judge your actions because I care and I want you to be happy. You know, our friendship was so innocent and pure, and we made each other into the people we are today. Maybe not entirely, maybe not even a lot, but a smudge of who we became was because we relied on each other. And I wish you all the best. I don’t wonder about you all the time. But here and there I take a while to visit you in my mind. And visit our years of friendship and the fun we had just being us. Just being kids. Now that we’re both (almost) adults, it’s not the same, but life goes on. Take care of yourself, even though I know you don’t need it because other people will always need you and take care of you for that reason exactly. I know because I was there. Stay beautiful.
You restored my faith in humanity and in trusting people, and then took it all away again just like that. It’s sad when I dwell on it because I deserve to be carefree and happy just like you are. I get so excited when I find something I want to tell you about, and then I remember we don’t have that type of relationship anymore. Is it my fault? Sure. But it’s equally yours as well. But the fact that I am still wasting my time on you, I can’t stand it. I feel so stupid for getting attached to you. You’re not worth it. I wish I could go back and tell myself what I know now.
Yes, please boycott Oreo for their support of Gay Rights. We’ll all appreciate you going on a diet. While you’re at it, please also throw away your iPod, iPhone, and iPad since Apple supports as well. Hopefully you have lots of clothes, because you’ll need to ditch your Levi’s and Nike’s too. Perhaps you bought them at ... JC Penney’s or Sears? Sucks you’ll have to take them back … or actually, anything you wear from anywhere probably had a gay involved. Flying somewhere soon? Better not be on American, Delta, Southwest, or United…you’ll need a new ticket. Airline wasn’t mentioned? Just be sure your jet isn’t Boeing made. Don’t sleep at Marriott or Hilton (or any of their family brands) because you might catch the gay they support. That morning coffee from Starbucks will have to go as well, go ahead and replace it with a McCafe…oh wait, McDonald’s supports gay rights too. Hmm, do you clean with Tide, Gain, or Bounty? Use Duracell batteries, shave with Gillette, or use Fixodent? Brush with Crest, use Pantene, Scope, Tampax, Venus, or Old Spice products? Those are all gone too, stupid Proctor & Gamble supporting the gays. Damn, you’re using Internet Explorer or Chrome to see Facebook and read this status? Download something else, Microsoft and Google show their Pride as well. Ah, but your drinks are safe. Coca-Cola, Pepsi, and Budweiser are on your side … if your side is on the right side of history since all three also support Gay Rights. Hopefully, you or your lawyer will never need in-depth research. Both LexisNexis and Westlaw, who together control the market, support Gay Rights. Drive that big, manly, Ford F350? It’s a "Friend of Dorothy" too, as it’s company Ford and General Motors also support the rights of all. So, do us all a favor, don’t take it all out on a festive cookie … just stay home and boycott everything.